Thursday, October 30, 2008

What the F man!

So I went on a date tonight and we started talking about how dating really kinda sucks for girls. This is why. He pointed out that for girls if you like a guy and they dont like you theyll never ask you out and that all the cards are in the hands of the guys not the girls which got me thinking...this is so true! What the heck man? A lot of girls tend to criticize me for asking guys out on dates and yeah I dont know but hey no ones asking me out. Do you ever get frustrated or angry? Does any of this even make sense? Did I explain this right? I mean its not fair that guys hold all the cards!

Ill get off my soap box now!

My first week!

SO last night was my first hands on training at work and man I dont think I realized what i had gotten myself into! LOL... No but really its hard work1 I got home and was exhausted that I slept through my alarm for school ...opps! Anywho but yeah! But they ahd like 7 people call in yesterday so I was doing stuff I normally wont do so I was working harder than i would normally lol. But yeah So thats all!

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

I GOT A JOB!!!

hey guys-

I got a job! i had this really good feeling after the interview and I was right!I got offered the position today! The job is for the Provo Intermountain healthcare hospital. And i will be working on the Housekeeping team in charge of discharges. So i would be split up on the team and I would be put on a building then I would get paged everytime I need to clean a room. So Im pretty stoked! So its 3:30pm to midnight then It is a rotating schedule so i would work every other weekend and when i work the weekends i would get the friday before and the monday after off. So its pretty good job. and Ill be paid 9 an hour! Then I am also available for benefits too! So Im stoked I satrt on Monday so Yeah!

Monday, October 20, 2008

School...

Hey yall Its time to update you all on my life. Well i moved into my new apartemnt and my roomies are great there all younger than me so thats a little weird to me! lol....Im use to always being the younger one! The apartment is really cool i dont know really anyone in my ward yet but Ive only been here a week. One of the girls never does her dishes so I being a neat freak have decided that I am going to be doing here dishes as like my service project for the semester oh well but im okay with it. Besides that its gooing pretty well on that front.

Humm so school!!! Im stoked I start next week! Yeah! I am soo happy...weird huh? I know Im a nerd I olways loved school cause I love to learn new things you know. Its the waking up for it that I never loved so much. I wasnt worried till today when i got my books and I was looking at them going "What did I get myself into?" I havent been in school for 3 years am I all rusty? Im scared now especially becasue in high school I was the girl that passed all the classes without even going to class except for the days of test. I dont know how to study so Im really worried.

My plan is this... Im going tos choll right now for medical assisting. It will take me a year and in the program they give me the opportunity to get certified in all these other ways like CNA and Phlebotimist and PCT and a few others and so Im gonna get all of the certifications so Im more marketable. Then I should be done in a year so by my 22 birthday not bad! Then after working a few years and paying off the student loans Ill go back and do nursing which is my ultimate dream! I really want to be a neonatal nurse or an Emergency room nurse but in like a high volume trauma ER. Lol...so my goal is to have my nursing degree at the latest by the time Im 30. But we will see.

its actually kinda funny right now cause Im in like 3 wards. Lol. Im still actively going to a lot of the events in my old ward and then My friend Marks ward as well and thenmy new ward. the thing is I still dont know anyone. So i kinda pick and choose what I want to do. Plus I can really only do that for a few more weeks before school gets really hectic and hopefully ill have a job by then.

You know something I have always wondered...Can someone say no to a calling? I mean not that i would but i have just always wondered that. or has anyone been opposed to a sustaining in the church? Just weird things I have always wondered. The other thing is how do general authorities get there personal stories that arent about people in their family. Is their like a website they type in I need a story about... and then a list of them pop up. the real talk that made me think about it was Elder Cooks talk about the two ladies. Or do they just run into these people and here these talks? I mean it really isnt something i would necessarily share. But thats just me.

So on the job front. Nothinng yet. but some awesome interviews. So hopefully Ill hear something about a job this week! My friend keeps telling me to be optimistic cause I tend to be negative and I have been getting very upset about not finding a job right now. Their are a few jobs that I really would like and if I get offered anything i would hear by the end of this week! So we will see hopefully. Something will come around. please pray for me!

Well thats all for bris life!!!

Sunday, October 5, 2008

Conference Part II

Wow such great things! To much to talk about! :D I just loved it!

Elder Cooks talk about trials was really just the thing I needed to hear today! I love how no matter how general the talks can be yet how specific and geared straight to you. You know? Its so crazy! But when he talked about the two ladies who had lost the husband and lost the 20 something son I started to cry. The story just totally touched my heart it is soo fabulous! Its soo remarkable that they can get to the point where the atonement can heal them in their open wounds of pain. I want to get to that point where I can use the atonement that way in my life or at least to understand it better. i know I have only been a member almost a year so its no surprise that I cannt fully comprehend that concept yet you know. Members that I know have been in the church their whole lives said that they dont even fully understand it right now either so I know it takes time, prayer and diligence. And I will get there one day!

I forgot to say that I had toatlly loved! The primary choir that sang in the second session yesterday! they were too cute! :D I just loved it! They were all soo cute! But I did have one thought! What is with the pastel colors? I mean why does everyone have to be wearing pastels...the children I mean? Im not a big fan of pastels on anyone really! But thats just my thought. ha ha ha

So I was wondering it seems that no matter what once you hit a certain age and your a mormon lady they its like a requirement to cute your hair short or something. I hate it im NEVER going to have a small bob or whatever they are called ha ha ha just an observation I had noticed I mean look at the moromon tabernacle choir and look at teh ladies most of them all have super short hair...I mean it looks ok but I do NOT do short hair! ha ha ha Im strange what can I say!

My life is crazy lately been figuring out some housing issues but I have finally figured it out. Im moving in a week! The kindnest that my friends have shown me in these past few days has been soo great! Jamie Your awesome thanks for letting me crash at your casa and eating you pizza lol! ha ha ha. Jessica thanks for helping me as well your amazing and Ill walk you to class anyday of the week! lol

well I think that is all she wrote for now! Thanks for everything yall!

Conference

Listening to conference today has helped me soo much in everything that I have been feeling lately. I had the spirit testify to me that I KNOW this church is true and that I KNOW that I am in the right place at teh right time.

President Dieter Uchtdorf's talk had helped me to realize that I am very pessimistic and that I am so greatful for his counsel. I am greatful that I was able to listen to his talk in conference today. I learned alot about myself through his talk and gav me hope for tomorrow.

Listening to the conference talks are still a new tradition for me. But I am truly growing to love it! It has been such a blessing in my life the past year and I have just loved it! Every time I go to conference or listen to it I am so overwhelmed with the amazing counsel we are given in the talks.

Im so excited for the SUnday sessions! :D